membranes stripped!!

skeeter, tatertot and i ran up to cardinal glennon to meet up w/ a friend who lives over an hour away. me not moving all that fast, we got there as they were walking to their car. so we sat/stood out in the hot sun talking for a bit and i had to sit. so i sat in the car and the contractions started. painful. but every 3mins and the baby was in a funky position. so we cut the visit short and came home. after a couple of hours i couldn't take it anymore and went in to see my ob. of course, in the car on the way there, my contractions stopped completely. i was sooo ticked. so he did the swab for group b strap although he said i'll probably deliver before the results come back. checked baby, she was head down, not engaged, plenty of fluid. grrrrr. 3cm out and 1cm in. so really no progress. are you kidding me? so i he stripped my membranes. barely anything on the glove and so far nothing to speak of painwise. so here i am. at least i get to wash her clothes and pack my bag and clean the car seat. things i've been putting off. hopefully this will be my lucky week.

35 weeks.......

who'd have thunk it?! i'll be 35w tomorrow. and right now it seems like she has no plans of exiting her comfy lil abode. that's ok. cuz as of tomorrow, i go into 7 days eviction mode. this time next week i better be in or on my way to a hospital!

nothing else exciting going on.

well..........

i'm still pregnant. and i've been up since 3am w/ steady contractions. the pressure is so bad i can barely walk. i'm absolutely miserable. and i do NOT want my child born today. today would've been my "father's" 51st bday. i'll pass.

skeeter's job sux major donkey balls! he's supposed to be back at his own company next week, well he finds out this morning not only are they doing another week at the crappy place, but he doesn't get to work his last shift of the week cuz they're repainting the floors. wth?! so another 8hrs w/ no pay when it's time to be buying school supplies and renting instruments, etc.

IS THIS REALLY IT?!

i hope not!! as much as i've been wanting her out...now i'd rather wait. it's hot. we're under a severe heat advisory. we have no air in our car that is running crappily right now anyhow. i stayed up til 2am. tried to sleep. couldn't. pain. pain. pain. pain. now my contractions are 4 mins apart. and getting stronger. ok. i can't talk/type.

2cm...the waiting game

so i got over my stubbornness and went to see my ob today. and skeeter, the NON expert, was right, i am indeed dilated....to 2cm....on the outside of the cervix....the inside not diddly squat! so that means it could be 2 hrs, 2 days, 2 weeks. who knows. what i do know is i am sooo beyond ready for this to be over. tomorrow is a full moon...bring it on! ok, i'm off to go jog 10miles. yeh right. i'm off to go continue being miserable!

life's short....

remember that. we are not promised tomorrow. so shut the hell up, quit bickering, enjoy your time, get over the stoopid, petty, juvenile crap, unless of course, you're ten! let it go. make the best of what you've got. don't spend your precious moments complaining. DO something. anything. one little thing. make yourself happy. quit waiting on other people to do it for you. make your mistakes, learn from them, and regroup and move on!

RIP to all the relationships i just recently lost over some absolute B/S!!

o yeh, i peed on his feet........

so the other day i was having really really really really really bad contractions. popped two darvocet, walked, rocked, soaked in the tub, didn't even care if it had been cleaned behind the last user or not, yeh, i was hurting bad! so i'm outta the tub, in our room, bad contraction hits....i'm trying to rock thru it and then i feel an amazing amount of pressure and w/o any further warning...peed all over the floor, including his feet since he was standing there to support me. he didn't dare complain though! well, that's one to tell the grandkids.